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Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Cleaning out my closet

Quite literally that is the plan for this week! Plan is to
CLEAN MY MIND
CLEAN MY BODY
CLEAN MY SPACE
CLEAN MY FINANCES

I am on this quest to find myself and fall in love with me! There are many areas of my life that I have let slide because I am not in love with myself. I keep saying well if I get money I will be better with it... that didn't work. I do that with everything... well I will be better with it when I get my house ... had it for 5 years now! So now is the time to realize that I am WORTH IT!!! I am worth losing weight and getting healthy, NOT because someone called me fat or said something nasty but because I love myself and I am worth much more then becoming winded just walking the dog up and down a hill. I deserve to live a healthy and long life. I deserve to have money in the bank for a rainy day... or a sunny one. I deserve a clean house where everything has a place and I don't feel overwhelmed. Where I can just be calm and not look around and worry if someone comes over what they will think.

So AUGUST 4th 2010 starts my commitment to myself to fall in love with me because I deserve it! When I forget this in the days, months and years ahead I will be able to look and remind myself of this commitment and that I really need to love myself first. I DESERVE to be LOVED!!